I can't move. Work emails are appearing in my my 'in' box, voicemails are being left on my phone, there's a bill or two that needs to be paid.
And I can't move.
The post holiday let down has hit with a vengeance and rather than fighting it, I'm embracing it. This morning, after eeking out a 3.5 mile hike (aiming for 50 miles in January) in the 46 degree frigid morning air, I breakfasted (is breakfasted a word??) with Brian and that guy that I like so much and then came home and was lazy. Like, seriously lazy. I did a few dishes, watched 3 or 4 or 5 movies, made a pot of tomato soup.
I was, without a doubt, a bum.
And it felt amazing.
And while it sounds all perfect and sunshiny, this day did have it's moments. I can't seem to stop thinking about some recent discussions in my brain, replaying them over and over until I think I have myself convinced that the actual conversation went the way I wanted it to happen rather than the way it actually did happen.
Gotta love the way a girls mind works.
Hip hip hooray for crazy thoughts. And hip hip hooray for leftover See's candy, which makes everything seem a little bit better...even if it does cancel out the morning hike.
Totally worth it.
Last night we went for supper at a friends house and had such a lovely time...she made an amazing supper and together with her friend who was visiting, we just sat and talked and laughed. It was kind of a carry over from New Years Eve...same crowd (minus a few adults, plus a few kids), though without the crazy, loud, competitive games.
We're two for two this year...should we try for three?
Tomorrow I have the same plan as I did today, though there's an afternoon basketball game which means I do need to eventually shower and leave the house. I'm exhausted just thinking about it...but I suppose I need to start stepping back into the real world at some point.
Probably a good thing, I guess.